Yaaaaaay....Lupe's Journal

mmm chingadooo♥

2005-04-05T23:57:51Z

well well well
nothing has really been up....same shit i guess...
im at work right now and im soo bored, i think im getting sick toooo blah this suucckks! or maybe its just my really bad cramps right now? either way, i feel like shit! anyway... daayummm yesterday was a mean ass session with the gals at skool. we fucken smoked allll dayyyy!! gaahh!! it was fun though,i got weed from danny so we smoked it all day! ohhh! and i took a final for 1 of my classes and i was super FAADDEEDD and i still passed! woot woot that shit was funny! but yah...
this past weekend was kinda gay...friday i kicked it with danny.. thats always fun... then saturday i hung out with eric, jason, aj, jenn and my friend francie.. that shit was a waste of a night!! haha we didnt do SHIIT!! well it was cool hanging out with eric and francie...but other than that.. that shit was lame! we drove to speedzone but there were too many people so we left.. then we sat in the in n out parking lot for like a good 20 min then we left... point of story.. that shit was wack! hahaha then sunday... hmm.. i worked all day then went to dannys and kicked it with him the whole night ♥

he came over last night, it was pretty chill... the girls here are soo fat .. they made danny drive them to buy food on fugueroa i was like maaan WTF hahaha its all good though.. he got a sprite out of it.. then we came back to smoke again at my dorm! maybe i should kickback a little bit this weekend... haha

im going to west co tomorrow.. i need to pick up my check.. fuucckk im broke! i wanna buy a digital camera...someone buy me one? please? ahhh well im gonna go now.. i think i should take a nap or something.. haha my supervisor is tiiiight she just lets me sleep or go on the internet...pretty much im getting paid right now just to tell you guys about my boring ass day!

...peeeeeace♥

im back?

2005-03-18T20:12:56Z

so nothing really has been happening... just the girls at skool and me are going out a lot more...
monday- monday we went to the beach late at night with the girls... then vanessas boyfriend went too... and his friends.. it was pretty cool besides the fact that i felt all lonely because they all had their boyfriend except for me hah... stupid danny... well a couple of us that have boyfriends didnt have our boyfriends there... short notice i guess..
...ahh i hate that danny isnt driving right now.. it suuucckks.. but soon im gonna get my shit together and get my license so i can drive his ass around like he used to for me! hah i think his parents are saving up their money to fix his car so he can start driving it soon... i dunno though!
hmm.. tuesday the girls and i went to chinatown.. it was tiight.. i bought a new piece .. i looove it! then i bought some new doll shoes because my old ones are akk fucked up..so yah.. fuuckk i love my new piece tho.. i broke it in last night... that shit can riiiip!! haha
anyway
im supposed to be getting ready right now to go back out to west co.. i cant wait fuck.. i love going back out there... as lame as it might sound... i guess you really start missing west co when youre not in it! im seeerious.. kinda lame but whateva...

this weekend... i dunno whats gonna happen.. i dont even know whats going on this weekend? hmm ill probably see whats up when i get out there.. im gonna go home for a little while then go to dannys.. i was there wednesday...we had fun...anyway... well i just came in here to update a little.. not much going on... but fuucckk ill try to come in more often...

♥

looooopay @ 2004-12-15T19:31:00

2004-12-16T03:33:31Z

dayum, i gotta go pee yo!!

daaayuummm!!

2004-12-09T17:53:00Z

dayumm i havent been on this thing for the longest fucking time! serio! i kinda miss writing in here... but i guess myspace is the place to be now! haha! but yeah... hmm a lot of shit has been going on! good and bad.. but overall. its been mostly good. my grandpa passed away the 10th of november! that really fucking sucked though! i was like super depressed for a while.. =( because my grandpa was like my dad... literally.. he was always there for me and he wanted the best for my sister and me.. so yeah i took that pretty hard! but yeah... i guess he had to go for a reason.. he had too much pain here so i guess hes better off now... even though we're not. i guess shit happens for a reason... lifes fucking tough.. and shit happens even though you wish you could stop it...

skool is pretty shitty too right now.. i missed a lot of it because of my grandpa.. but it was waay fucking worth staying home with him when he was here with us... id rather make all this shit up then having to regret not spending time at home with my grandpa and my family when he was alive.. i guess you can say i feel relieved in a way because i was able to say goodbye to my grandpa... but yeah. dude!! wtf!? my dad went to the funeral! i was sooo fucking madddd!! you dont understamd! i hate my dad sooo much and he had the fucking nerve to show up to my grandpas funeral! like he thinks he can come in and take my grandpas place!! fuuuuccckkk that! never, hes a fucking ass! and he knows i hate him too because when he came up to me to say sorry and all his bullshit.. i was loooking at him like dont fucking touch me and then i totally just fucking turned around when he was talking... because whatever the fuck it was he was saying to me.. its all bullshit.. thats all it ever is! and he didnt even go up to my mom or like any of my family to say sorry or anything you know? because he fucking knows we all hate his ass! fuuuckk. i told danny that he was there and danny was fucking pissed... because he knows how i feel about my dad.. i have always told him... so yeah. isnt it crazy how people can be so fucking ignorant.. like fuck.. i dunno.

anyway... danny and me are doing fucking great! we havent really have had shit going on so we're doing really good./. i fucking love the guy... well fuck im out of here.. im tired of writing.. typing? hahaha ill try to come in more often! peace out foos!

<3333

looooopay @ 2004-07-24T16:37:00

2004-07-24T23:37:26Z

♥Lupe and ♥Danny

Might conceive many related children.
Hope to share their hearts after dark.
Love love.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

looooopay @ 2004-07-24T16:33:00

2004-07-24T23:33:59Z

My Best Friend is trashy_classy

Our 11 common interests are: bikini kill, bob marley, dead boys, exploding hearts, latex disasters, le tigre, morrissey, that 70's show, the cure, the disputes, the smiths

Who is your best friend?

Created by macoto

looooopay @ 2004-05-30T00:51:00

2004-05-30T07:52:04Z

muahahhahahha!! "E" for EASY!!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAH!!!!

yeeeya

2004-05-30T07:51:29Z

L	Lucky
U	Unusual
P	Principled
E	Easy

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

back at work...woopty doo..

2004-05-28T06:24:56Z

HOLLER!! HAHA WHATS UP YO? NOTHING MUCH HERE...JUST CHILLIN' LIKE A VILLAIN.. HAHA YUP YUP...HMMM TODAY WAS KINDA GAY. I WENT TO WORK TODAY FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME (HAHA ALL OVER AGAIN) YUP YUP.. I GOT MY OLD JOB BACK... BASKIN ROBBINS...INDEED. ITS OKAY.. WE WERE BUSY TODAY.. I WAS LIKE NOOOOO!! HAHA AND THEN THEY HAVE THIS NEW PROMO SUNDAE THAT I HAD TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE.. ITS A BITCH THOUGH BECAUSE ITS CALLED DONKEY SOMETHING... I FORGOT.. HAHA AND LIKE WE HAVE TO PUT THESE BANANAS IN THERE BUT LIKE STANDING UP SO THAT IT LOOKS LIKE DONKEY EARS.. HAHA YEAH... I HATE IT.. SO PLEASE DONT ASK FOR THAT... OR ELSE! ILL KILL YOU! YUP YUP.. SO YEAH... IT KINDA SUCKS THOUGH BECAUSE I HAD NO RIDE HOME FROM WORK.. SO I WAS STRESSING THAT OUT LIKE ALL DAY BECAUSE MY GRAMPS CANT DRIVE ANYMORE... SO I GET THE BRILLIANT IDEA (IM A GENIUS) AHHAA TO CALL DANNY AND ASK TO PICK ME UP.. SO HE SAYS OK.. HHAHA.. AND THEN HE STOPS BY MY WORK BEFORE I GET OFF AND HE TALKS TO ME FOR A WHILE.. HIM AND JIMMY AND YEAH.. AND THEN HE TELLS ME HES GONNA COME BACK TOPICK ME UP.. I THOUGHT HE WASNT GOING TO.. BUT NAH HE DID.. YAAY. UMM.. YES... AND BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH... YES... OKAY.. IM OUT..

[[PEACE]]

looooopay @ 2004-05-26T00:33:00

2004-05-26T07:42:15Z

hmm... phew.. im tired... danny just left a little while ago... he came over to look for pictures for flyers.... woohoo theyre gonna play at the tiki room! yeeeya... so you guys all better go to it! its gonna be on june 5th.. so yeh... good stuff!
hmm... so danny just left and yeah... we're doing super awesome right now... like super... last night we talked forever too... i dunno... i dont really wanna get too into it right now.. cause im scared of getting hurt again... we'll see... hes gonna get a tat of a red star... for me.. red because thats my fave color and a star because he said the meaning of it is like "love.. guidance and i forgot what the fuck else it means haha so yeah that should be nice.
.......... im talking to sofia and patti right now... tomorrow i think im gonna go to michelles house so that kassandra can get extensions hahahhaha fucking kassandra dude... yeh... patti is gonna go too... cool stuff... alrighty.. im out... leave me comments dammnit!!

[[PEACE]]

MESSAGE TO ANGELINA

2004-05-21T17:47:53Z

ANGELINA, WE'RE DUE FOR A GIRLS NIGHT BIOTCH!!! CALL ME NIGGA

looooopay @ 2004-05-21T10:44:00

2004-05-21T17:47:05Z

so im at skool again....man.. ah well...
so prom was fucking awesome i must say!! it really was! i saw soo many freaking people there from edgewood..it was so awesome. yup yup and then danny and me were dancing!! hahaha it was so romantic! hahahaha im lame.. wow. but yeah. i got my pictures developed, theyre so pretty. hmm.. ill try to post them up.. sometime.. haha.. but yeah. yesterday danny and me hung out.we came to this art show thing at my skool... we had fun. oh and then we went driving around.. haha and then we did it.. yay. hmm... haha fuck it was cool though.. i think we might hang out again today.. im not sure though. yaaay jamie is taking jason to my prom too!! woohoo pinche jason! hes going to 2 proms... little bitch! hhaha thats coo though... were gonna rock out with our cocks out... haha alright.. im out...

[[PEACE]]

looooopay @ 2004-05-12T08:58:00

2004-05-12T16:02:48Z

dooo doooo dooooo... im at school right now... in my consumer economics class... im soooo bored!!! i just finished my classwork... yep yep yep... hmmm .. last night was pretty cool...
i was falling asleep and we heard knocking on my door so i was like wtf?! so then i run to my door and it was freaking paul and kevin!! ahhh!! so i run back into my room and put a sweater on because i was wearing a little tank top (hoodrat hoodrat hoochie mamma!) hahaha.. but yeah... so then i go outside to talk to them for a while then danny calls... i told him to come over because paul and kevin were over.. so id want them to talk and get through shit.. so yeah.. he came over, and we just hung out... i guess they settled all of their drama that they had.. so that was good... it was gay because it was all like a huge misunderstanding! so yeah.. guys have drama too... haha lame.. and yea.. it was cute... danny was being cute.. im happy.. we're doing super good right now.. im happy... yay...hmmmm... anyway...
.......my grandpa is in the hospital right now.. he had sympstoms of a stroke... hopefully everything works out good... i think my aunt said he was doing okay... i havent gone to see him.. i think it would be too hard for me... but yeah... hmm... i guess i'll write in here later... fuck this shit is boring... ah well... see you guys around..

looooopay @ 2004-05-09T20:10:00

2004-05-10T03:15:22Z

fuck shiiit.. im in long beach right now.. but im soo goddamn bored!! i wanna go to the beach and i dunno walk around or something... maybe buy something... but no one wants to go with meee!! wah wah wah!! ah well... hmmm... i wanna go home already though .. i miss danny... awww alrighty.. im out yo...

[[PEACE]]

looooopay @ 2004-05-09T13:54:00

2004-05-09T20:57:10Z

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY BITCHES!!!!!!!

strangers when we meeeet.. and we're lovers when we sleeeep... perrrrfeeect

2004-05-06T22:21:22Z

hmm.. hey yall.. haha la de daaaa .. i just got home from school and im super bored and hot... fuck dude... i got home.. and changed into some shorts haha.. it looks like im gonna go running or something... haha ah well... serious.. i was gonna die today..meh.. ashley just came right now to borrow my PIECE.. haha.. shes gonna use it right now with some friends...and no freaking invite!! hahaha jk i dont mind.. i can do it anyday...
yesterday was pretty cool... i guess... umm linda moon came over and we chilled at my house.. then later on danny called me like around 7 or something and asked what i was doing and i told him how linda and me were about to leave and he asked where to and i said i had no freaking clue.. we just wanted to leave and he was like oh yeah stop by or something.. so yeah.. we stopped by and hung out there with his mom and dad and gabes too yup yup it was pretty fun.. his mom is fucking comedy dude... i love that lady! serious!! its funny because everyones all scared of her... but me.. im just like la deeee daaa... yup yup shes cool and then we told her how we were going tp prom together and she was like why are u taking danny to ur prom lupe? hes so ugly!!! hahahhaa awww how sad huh... oh well...so then danny had to go to barnes and nobles so we went because he had to buy a clash book for his senior project and yeah.... so doo doo we went... why am i singing? oh man.. haha im not even happy or anything... but yeah. and then umm we found the book he needed so then i asked what time it was and danny looks and hes like OH FUUUCK! and i was like what!? and he was like FUCK , WE'RE MISSING THE O.C!!!!!!!!! so then we take off to buy to book as fast as we can so .. ahha get in the car.. and then go to dannys house to watch the O.C.. haha yup yup did you guys watch it last night? its sooo sad, its not gonna go back on until the fall!!! what the fuck are we gonna do until then!? oh shit... hmm.... but yeah.. then the O.C ended so then we watched a smashing pumpkins dvd.. good stuff... =) and uhh then it was like 10:30 so i came home because it was kinda late and shit already... so yeah... ill be back later though because i think im about to leave... so yeah.....

[[PEACE]]

blaaaah

2004-05-04T01:53:44Z

today was kinda gay... kassandra and me went to the mall and ate like fatasses... it was cool though.. umm yup yup.. it was pretty lame i must say. oh well... hmm... im going to west covina highs prom with danny... i still gotta look for something to wear.. shit! umm yeah... we'll see how that comes along...? i hope everything works out pretty cool. yup yup yup.. linda luna is supposed to help me look for shit... i need to find a place to get my hair and make up done too... yup yup yup

saturday sucked monkey balls!! it really did!! umm... i went to some gay ass show in la puente... oh man how it was gay.. haha serious.. the bands sucked.. and yeah... it was like out on their frontyard.. and it was all gay and shit... oh well... then we went to in-n-out.. that was pretty coo... we were there for a while... then angelina and danny and like freaking everyone come like a couple minutes after we get there .... (danny, james, eric, rudy, angelina, tyler, gilian, gabriel, daniel, uhh.... erica...umm... yea i think thats it... oh yeah.. and ashley... yeah ashley.) yup yup it was pretty cool... james took his knife out on me like fucking always... he always does that shit.. at first i was scared... now im like shut up james... haha yeeeep... angelina shared her vodka with me ... yuuummmy that shit was good... hmm... next time i'll go around with them.. and get drunk too... woohooo...

[[PEACE]]

looooopay @ 2004-04-29T23:22:00

2004-04-30T07:03:04Z

{about you}
.name. Lupe
.age. 18
.sex. female
.martial status. confused
.height.5"2... i think... (hoping)
.weight. 115
.hair color. black with like a weird color on the bottom...hah
.eye color. light brown
.sexual preference. penis
.ethnicity. mexican yo
{favorite...}
.band. too many to name...
.song. redemption song-bob marley, throwaway style-exploding hearts, all this and more-dead boys
.singer. Morrissey
.food. anything..lupe loves food
.book. dr. suess!!
.magazine. cosmo, skratch
.sport. soccer
.flower. roses, tulips
.animal. puppies
.candy. blowpops, sour straws, sour belts
.tv show. that 70's show...
.tv station. FOX
.video game. uhhh..
.anime. ...
.manga. what the?!
.stuffed animal. the teddy bear danny game me.. and the one my momma gave to meee =)
.country. France
.state. Cali
.color. black and red
.weather. cold
.season. winter
.time of day. night time..yay
.month. february... NOTE: my bday is FEB 16th
.quote. ..."poop chabba cha cha!!"-angelina
.journal. Live Journal

{friends}
.craziest. patti
.smartest. melissa
.calmest. sarah
.most athletic. umm......shit.....melissa?
.friendliest. linda...
.meanest. probably francie and patti.. only if u fuck with them though...
.most shy. fuck.. none of them
.most outgoing. linda..patti...danny
.loudest. the boys...the girls..
.quietest. none
.dumbest. me
.druggie. fuck...
.alcoholic. oh man...sofia!! yaaay! hahaha jk we all drink..
.slut. oh shit.. where do i start... probably with patti... hahaha
.that you go to for advice. kat...patti...
.that you tell your secrets to. kat..patti...francie..kass..
.that you tell your dreams to. myself

{family}
.living arrangement. the brady bunch
.how many people are in your family.3
.do you ever have family get togethers?. only like every fucking weekend
.your favorite cousin. my cousin JEBUS!!
.your favorite family member. same as above
.your least favorite family member. none
.is family important to you? very
.do you get along with your parents? my mom i hate my dad i hope he dies and rots in hell!!
.siblings. 1 sister
.ages. 14
.do you get along with your siblings? yeesssss
.pets. noo =(

{beliefs}
*do you believe in...*

.God. yes
.the devil. no
.heaven. yes
.hell. no
.reincarnation. yeah
.karma. yup
.miracles. yes
.luck. fo sho
.fate/destiny. yeah
.magic. mmmmaybeee
.someone for everyone. of course
.religion. some

{thoughts}
.suicide. losers
.homosexuality. pretty
.depression. shit happens..
.sex before marriage. fun
.abortion. nah
.boredom. sucks
.war/terrorists. scary...
.love. good while it lasts..
.life. crazy

{relationships}
.sexual preference. boys
.do you have a crush, boyfriend, or girlfriend? why yesss...yess i doo
.what is their name?. he goes by the name of...danny
.how old are they?. 18
.hair color. black
.eye color. light brown
.do they drive?. yup
.if yes, what kind of car?. his moms van or his VW bug =)
.how long have you been going out with this person?. umm 3 years on and off
.do you love him/her?. of course i do
.do they love you?. yep
.best memory with this person. fuuuck too many... probably when we did it for the 1st time.... muahahha!! funny shit
.least favorite memory with this person. umm him coming down and pissing me off... finding shit out...drama
.guys i've kissed. 8 or 9...maybe more..?
.girls i've kissed. 2
.first date location. ummm movies probably...haha
.best date location. azusa canyons!! awwww
.ideal date. making loooove haha
.first kiss location. first kiss with danny... in wes' grandparents truck... i saw sparks!! hahaha
.best kiss location. my room, his room, friends house, movies, cars, shit.. anywhere?
.where do you like to be kissed?. lips, neck, cheeks, tummy
.ideal kiss. cute kisses
.have you ever had sex?. yess ..noooo...yyyeeeesssssss
.if yes, where?. oh man... need i say?
.if not, are you planning to anytime soon?. fo sho

{music - yay or nay}
.pop. britney speeears!!! woohoo
.rock. yep
.rap. some hahha "yeah" usher.. that song is the JAM
.r&b. sad
.ska. some
.emo. depends
.hardcore. yes
.country. nope
.classical. nah
.foreign. hahaha
.hip-hop. underground hip hop
.dashboard confessional. yay
.yellowcard. nay
.the early november. nay
.good charlotte. fuck NAY
.blink-182. nay
.simple plan. nay
.thrice. yay
.afi. old afi yay
.less than jake. nay
.goldfinger. nay
.the distillers. meh
.something coporate. nay
.reel big fish. nay
.phish. nay
.the suicide machines. no
.tsunami bomb. yaaaay
.all-american rejects. nay
.from autumn to ashes. yay
.the casualties. umm nay
.zepplin. yaay
.the sex pistols. no
.pennywise. yay
.thursday. yes
.the used. yes
.anti-flag. meh
.the white stripes. meh
.the offspring. no
.the starting line. no
.finch. yeh
.senses fail. meh
.system of a down. nah.mudvayne. no
.flogging molly. no
.story of the year. nope
.further seems forever. never heard
.taking back sunday. yeah!
.the ataris. no
.trust company. no
.hoobastank. no
.evanescence. eeewww
.linkin park. I hate that band
.new found glory. nope
.allister. no
.NOFX. no.
.motion city soundtrack. no
.slick shoes. ewww no
.bouncing souls. no
.alice in chains. no
.gob. old stuff
.nickleback. ewwww!!!
.puddle of mudd. no!!
.injected. no!!!
.cold. no!!!!
.rancid. no way
.me first and the gimmie gimmies. no
.the yeah yeah yeahs. yeah
.avenged sevenfold. yes

.favorite song of all time. already answered this
.favorite band of all time. [this one too]

{this or that}
.coke/pepsi. none
.vanilla coke/vanilla none
.chocolate/vanilla. chocolate
.black/white. black
.light/dark. dark
.sun/moon. moon
.rain/snow. rain
.sunshine/rain. sunshine
.summer/winter. winter
.sunrise/sunset. sunset
.car/suv. car
.cellphone/pager. cell
.radio/tv. radio
.vhs/dvd. dvd
.cd/tape. CDs
.glasses/contacts. glasses
.morning/night. night
.ocean/pool. ocean
.skiing/snowboarding. neiher
.skating/skateboarding. neither
.oranges/apples. apples
.strawberries/bananas. strawberries
.penguins/polar bears. puppies
.mcdonalds/burger king. mcdonalds
.pizza hut/dominos. papa johns
.wine/champagne. mickeys!!

{have you ever...}
.stole/shop-lifted.yes
.speed. hell no
.smoked. yessss...
.drank. yup
-.gotten drunk.oooh man yeah
-.gotten drunk and passed out. yes.. i almost died..hah
-.gotten drunk and couldn't remember anything. nope
.done drugs. yes
-.weed. yes
-.shrooms. not yet
-.lsd. nope
-.ecstasy. no
-.crack. Fuck no
-.coccaine. fuck no
-.heorin. fuck no
-.inhalants. nope
.skinny dipped. nope
.gave someone a lap dance. la de daaa
.had sex. yeah
.snuck out of the house. yeah
.ran away from home. nope
.tried to commit suicide. nah
.used someone. nope
.cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend. no
.got caught 'doing something'. um yeah
.embarrassed yourself. all the time
{end}
.what time is it. 11:58pm
.are you glad this is over. very

jibber jabber

2004-04-30T02:37:21Z

hey all... hmm well last night was pretty fucking cool...
cristina came to pick me up and then we drove down to lindas house to pick her up... she got ready and shiet... then we took off to dannys to pick danny and gabriel up... yup yup...
hmm... we got to the dorm and hung out there for a while until the guys loaded the van. haha we were watching porn at pattis... all fun in games though... muahaha!
then finally we took off... haha it was funny because in cristinas car there is no radio.. so we were just like "uhhhh..." ahhaha and then i was AHH I LOVE THIS SONG.. haha and yeah... i guess u just had to be there... and then linda and me started flowing.. ahhaha and gabriel sang the itsy bitsy spider.. haha what a lame.. so the whoooole fucking time down to corona.. we all sang and shiet... good times..
finally we get to the show... woohoooooo yaaaay
we all had a lot of fun... but then fucking everyone left except for danny, gabes, cristina, james, gio and me b/c we actually wanted to see the rest of the bands and stuff... but patti and everyone else took off ... those biotches.. they took off to drink... meh.. danny and me hung out the whoooooole show.. and we were just holding each other and stuff.. that was coo... we kept on saying all this stupid shit.. haha it was soooo funny! and then danny explained the differences to cristina between skins and nazis... haha danny should be a teacher... muahahhaha what a lame.. im out.............................................................................................................overall.................it was a good night =)

last night...

2004-04-28T15:06:29Z

last night danny came to pick me up in his bug.. we went driving around.. awww it was cute... he had his arm around me while he was driving.. haha how cuuuuuute!! eeek! yup yup and then we drove to our "spot" haha its like this parking lot by my house and we hung out there... and we were gonna "do it" but i didnt wanna do it w/out a condom (again) and so he was like "fine, lets go to the back seat and make out" hahahahha awwww how romantic...
i hung out with him the day before too... i just went to his house and watched this clash video that hes freaking always watching.. it was cool though... his mom walked in on us.... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!! oh well...
yesterday at skool, we had a water fight.. it was awesome... i was soooo fucking wet...*wink wink* hahahha no but really, i was... it was great...hahaha i dont feel good right now.. i feel like throwing up...thats not good. today THE DISPUTES play at showcase....WOOOOHOOOO... i think im gonna go... if my mom doesnt lag it then for sure im gonna go.. im supposed to get dropped off at pattis dorm and then we're all gonna go from there... theyre gonna play with THE BUSINESS..yeeya.. alrighty... well thats all for now... hahaha angelina.. you're sooo gay!! hahahhaha seriously, i couldnt say it without laughing... haha we're lame.. its sad.. hahahhahaa =)

muahahha!!

2004-04-27T04:40:29Z

LOoOoOPAY45: my stomach hurts dude
LOoOoOPAY45: :-X
GUtTeRgUrL311: uh-oh!! maybe u should take some pepto..heh

LOoOoOPAY45: gaaay i dont got the runs
LOoOoOPAY45: hahaha
GUtTeRgUrL311: lol it helps ALL stomach problems dork..lol
LOoOoOPAY45: oh
LOoOoOPAY45: well then
LOoOoOPAY45: lol
LOoOoOPAY45: ohhh man
LOoOoOPAY45: im gonna write that in my journal
LOoOoOPAY45: yaaay
LOoOoOPAY45: i love my journal
LOoOoOPAY45: hahaha
GUtTeRgUrL311: lol oh god...

...and the week begins...=( blaaaaaah

2004-04-26T14:36:39Z

hmm.. i woke up super early this morning... i dunno why.. i woke up late.. so really i should be sleeping in.. but im lame.. i just printed out some pictures for my art project.. we'll see how that comes along.. but i guess i better go finish getting ready for skoool... i'll write more later...

yaaaaay

2004-04-26T07:03:11Z

awwww yaaaay right now.. i just got off the phone with danny... and we had like the coolest conversation ever... we talked forever.. and like hes been calling me a lot pretty often.. yaaay..
he asked me to go to prom with him right now... yaaaaaay so we're gonna go to both proms... his and mine.. woohoo fun fun fun!! it was funny, he was all " you better have fun... im paying like $80 for your ticket.. thats the most i've ever spent on ANYONE!" hahaa and then he said JK! haha what a loser.. wooohoo...

okay.. so my mom is super random... the house was all quiet and then i hear my mom say .. "i have a feeling im gonna win la loteria (the lottery)" hahahhaha how fucking random is that!? wow. thats all i have to say...goodnight

my fucking weekend

2004-04-26T01:11:40Z

hey so this is pretty much my weekend...

FRIDAY: went to the beach with mando, jorge, edgar, francie, ed, sarah and jon... had a lot of fun there until jorge left mandos keys in the car.. that sucked ass.. we had to wait forever until the AAA came.. that was gay.. but then we had sarahs care so we hung out in the parking lot.. and listened to music and shiet.. and haha we were dancing around in the parking lot.. it was awesome... yup yup....

SATURDAY: went to dannys house to pick jason up from there .. i didnt really pay that much attention to danny..because.. i dunno why not but i just didnt.. and yeah.. so then we drove out to my moms flower shop.. hung out there for a little bit.. then drove to lindas house... hung out there for a little bit then decided to go grab something to eat.. so we drove out to taco bell.. then danny calls pattis cell phone and asks where we're at... we tell them that we are at taco bell and then theyre like oh cool we'll meet you guys there.. we;re across the street getting gas.. so yeah then we go in and buy food and when we come out.. theyre outside waiting for us.. so we just chill out there eating our food in the parking lot.. then danny kept on asking what we were gonna do.. and we were just like ohh i dunno.. and he was like oh come out to the canyons with us.. we're gonna smoke out there blah blah blah so we were like okay.. so then they say that theyre gonna go buy weed and that theyre gonna meet up with us after at lindas house so yeah.. i didnt think they were gonna come... but they did... so linda takes off to some hip hop party and we all ended up driving to azusa canyons.. it was awesome.. it was danny, me, patti, kassandra, eric, rudy, these 2 guys i've never seen before, geo, james, jason, and gabriel.. haha it was awesome.. so we finally get there.. and we're chillin.. and the guys are smoking.. and eric and jason are sitting next to me and the girls and eric is trying to tell this "romantic story" haha that supposedly gets all the ladies.. haha pinche eric.. it was funny dude... and he was like yeah u guys can use these lines.. hahaha =) yeah.. so then rudy decided to drive up higher in the canyons.. so we all take off... and finally we found another spot.. and we all chill there and everyone is cracking jokes.. hah it was funny... so then i was freezing my ass off right.. and danny sees me and he comes up to me and gives me his sweater.. but i didnt want it because he was just wearing a tshirt and he looked like he was freezing but he insisted.. so then i took it.. and then he came up to me again and he hugged me and i was like ooook =) haha and then he picks me up and sits me down on kass' car door.. like because the window was down so i was sitting on the door.. and yeah we were just holding each other... AWWW yay!! =) and then he like whispered in my ear.. he was like "are you okay with this.. or do you feel wierd or anything?" and i was like "what are u talking about.. what do u mean"? and he was like "yeah because i feel like you're avoiding me or something... and like it sucks.." and i was like "like on the phone or what?" and he was like "well yeah that too... but like today.. you didnt even say hi to me.. and it sucked.. it just feels like you're trying to avoid me" and i was like "oh i didnt say hi, i thought i did..." and i was like "well dude, ur the one with the girlfriend.. you know.. i mean, i can only do so much.. and the rest is all up to you because u DO have a chick.." and he was like "yeah i know. but its nothing serious... i dont even care about her.. shes stupid.. consider it over already.. i dont even know why im with her.. it was all a mistake" blah blah blah.. and yeah.. you see, danny and me have been together forever!! so me still hanging out with him while he has a girlfriend isnt really a big deal because we've had such a huge past.. so yeah.. i dont even care about this other chick... its not like i go around with random guys with girlfeiends...its danny.. so its okay.. ive been with him throughout high skool... 3 years.. since fresh. year and now we're seniors.. so yeah.. we're good though.. and like the whole time i thought he was gonna try and do something like fucking take me out in the middle of nowhere and try something.. but nah he didnt... we were just like holding each other and being all sweet and shiet... so yeah.. it was cool... he kept on like brishing his lips like on my cheek and like giving me little kisses on my cheeks and like on my neck and stuff.. it was real cute.. but yeah... eeeek he just called me... im out yo

at pattis..

2004-04-12T18:36:43Z

well here i am... im at pattis dorm right now... just got back from eating breakfast with eric and aj. now im in the dorm with jason... jason is getting all dolled up... haha and pattis in class right now... la de da.. yup yup yup.. i dunno what we're gonna do tonight... last night... woohoo yay it was bunny day!! =) i was in long beach with my family.. that was kinda cool... there was tons of food so that was cool. then i went to pomona with my mom, my sister, sara and tiffany.. yup yup and then i got bored at my moms flower shop so i asked my mom to take me to pattis dorm... heh yup.. and then there i was! whoo.. yay.. and then we hung out here with the boys... then we went... oh yeah... then patti and me went to my house and we stayed the night there and the boys stayed at the dorm... then we agreed to go to breakfast in the morning... so i put my alarm on at 6:30 am but didnt wake up until 8:43am !! eeek!! so yeah then patti and me came over here.. had breakfast but jason was still sleeping.. lazyass... then patti went to class... hahaha and here i am... hmm... daniels coming in a little bit i think... then we're probably gonna go hang out with them.. theyre gonna have practice.. so yeh.. well... ill write later... bye byeee